I didn't go to the festival. I went to the school instead, tried to see Carana but I couldn't find her anywhere. The school was rather empty, everyone must've been at the festival today, I don't want to know how tight it was, with everyone trying to celebrate (what actually?) at the small marketplace. I ran around in the school, tried every classroom and couldn't find her. Neither herself nor any of her students were to be found. I was drowning in jealousy, in anger, in sadness, even hate, I felt so many emotions at the same time that I felt like I would catch on fire. I sat down on the stairs that led up to the school entrance, and waited there for her to return, or come out, anything, I just wanted her to appear and this was the only place I thought she'd be. Where else could she have been? I waited there until dusk, and even longer until I could hardly see anything anymore because of the darkness that surrounded me. I stood up and headed home.
And there she was, sleeping in our bed, still in her clothes, still with her shoes on. She had just dropped her school bag right next to the bed and some stuff had fallen out of it. I stroked over her hair, to see if she was real. And yes, she was real, it wasn't just my imagination. I was .. relieved, but I still didn't know where she had been - why wasn't she in school, like she told me she'd be? And why am I so damn jealous... I... I guess, there's only one way to find out, I will talk to her tomorrow... as soon as I can...
For now, I'll just go to bed, and lie next to her, watch over her for the rest of the night, since I'm pretty sure I won't find a lot of sleep...
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